I have kept things inside for much of my life. The blowups from keeping everything in were more frequent during the last year of MR. Becoming aware of this weighs down my esteem but also opens my eyes to a lot of what has transpired in my life from childhood to this day.
This is something I have worked on since BD and in IC. It is one of the TLTL points I agree with. This might be why I put out so much inthemoment sentiment here. Would have could have should have be d----d.
