Thanks all. I'm certainly no saint. I just want peace in my life.
Having a down day. Sometimes I feel like I give and I give and I give and it just goes unappreciated. I probably am an idiot most of the time for all I do for him and others.
I think I need to be giving to myself a little right now. I'm kind of drained.
I took D8 to her presurgical appointment today and he was explaining everything and he said one parent can go into the OR with her. And she starts yelling " daddy daddy daddy". It crushed me. He knew we had that appointment and he didn't even ask how it went. I'll have to report everything to him, and if I didn't he'd never know. But everything is always " daddy"! I know it shouldn't get to me, but it hurts. I want to be I'm there with her. I should be her source of comfort. I feel like handing all the registration stuff I have to do online to him and tell him to do it. Then give him the copay bill from today.
I guess I'm not in such a good place today, but this too shall pass
