Sorry. I get so upset when I read about OW. I suspect I would have been one to cut off my nose to spite my face! You have thought this out well and you have such strength and grace. I would have been too impatient and impulsive. : )
It does sound like time will be on your side and I look forward to reading about all the positives that come from your journey.
Oh I have plenty of vengeful thoughts. However, I feel satisfied with the hell they are living through gossip--I don't have to do anything but sit back and watch as people turn against them. I don't have to say or do anything--they did it all themselves.
I also try to cancel out the bad feelings with GAL activities. Last night I had an extraordinary GAL experience. One I really can't afford but was well worth the cost. It was another solo city trip to see an interactive performance. The perfect theater experience for a date for one--because even if you come with people you end up getting separated from them during the "performance".
Before we were let in I chatted with some other solo audience members in the cafe. After it was over I kind of wished I had someone to chat with about what I saw--but pure dumb luck--on the train ride home someone recognized the mask I had from the show and apparently he had gone to see it a few weeks earlier! It is amazing how life works out sometimes. H would have hated the experience. With him I probably never would have gone because he wouldn't go and I always felt guilty spending that kind of money on me.
So life is better without him. I also have some hopeful feelings about a job interview I went on last week. Hoping to hear back soon. Prayers will be appreciated! It really seems like the perfect job to help me get my feet wet again after last years experience.
Last edited by mustardseed; 12/02/1512:56 AM.
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