Zero steps forward

[Pax_luv]

Hello,
Just journaling- I have decided to reach out to a couple divorce attorneys for consultation. I have asked for references for kind and compassionate lawyers who won't pressure me! I just want to protect myself and know what my rights are in the long run. I have zero-zero-zero desire to file, but I also don't want to be in the dark. I mean... I know now I should have never left my house and I'm not sure what implications would come of that. At the time, I thought I was doing a noble and honorable thing by respecting my h's desire for space. Pfffffttt. I'm smarter and stronger now at least.

Anyway, we'll see what comes of that. Feels very surreal and a bit scary (even though i know I will be fine). Weird.

Hope you're having a good day!