dday, attempting to find clarity

[dday]

Thanks pho. I haven't yet gotten to the point that I don't wonder what her response will be to xyz. I need to get there, and I know it. I feel closer to it, but still can't get my hands on it. Doing the D paperwork has moved it closer though.

Can someone do some voodoo thing on me so I can drop this dang rope! I would love to have a day of normal thoughts!