I have been reading your posts. I'm not a vet so I'm not sure that I have much to offer other than that I'm happy that you are taking the first small steps to put yourself first. I know it's a long road and I think we all are more or less holding on the memories of S before they were abducted. I believe that once we can see them for who they are at the moment, and we would realise that we wouldn't put up with this in normal time.
