dday, attempting to find clarity

[dday]

Thanks guys. I will check out meetup stuff, never heard of it until I got here. All of OUR friends are married, and since this have kinda shunned both of us. I am not blaming, just saying. I am very scared that she won't come back, that is true. But I don't think that getting a life will prevent that in the least. It may even help. I will do some looking. At least you all have my mind going in a different direction now.