Rouky thank you for the encouragement. Your continued presence on my thread has been welcoming. You are correct I should be more specific. I struggle with shaking off the fog of D OM and all the other things in my daily life. The fog clouds my thoughts and dreams enough to keep me from finding a clear direction.
I took some time last night to read through my thread and caught on that it expresses my sadness much more than I thought it did. It is almost as if I log on only to describe remorse and hurt. I am not too proud of this but I am also able to reflect on the how and why this is happening.
I look forward to happy moments. Even more to happy days. I will use this awareness to set a new goal for myself- I must focus more on my blessings instead of heart ache. I have many blessings to count. My thread has reflected too long the feeling of loneliness when in fact there is family and friendship surrounding me. I have been given an experience and difficult lesson in life and I am cognizant of this so onward and upward from here is where I plan to go. There will come the occasional set back which I must use to learn from and take the next step forward . . .
