Wife still won't leave the MBR, as since the counsel made me admit my porn addiction was 'cheating' on my wife, we're both 50% at fault. So, I'm sleeping downstairs now. I've asked multiple times for my wife to find another place to sleep. Every time is met with an emphatic 'NO'. I can't make her, but I did let her know that if she wanted to explore getting an apartment for herself that she should.

Up at 5AM again this morning - the every morning early workout is becoming habit. I have work today, and homework for counseling to finish tonight. Friday I meet up with our pastor for a one-on-one, which I think will be good. So far, I've really had to keep my mouth shut during the husband/wife sessions, and he even mentioned last week that my wife was always angry towards me. Oh, the crazy things wayward wifes do. I can tell she is scared of what might happen, which does give me hope that she's turning a corner.

The fog will take MONTHS to lift. My hopes of a week of fog was WAAAAYYYYY off the mark.


M46, EXWW46
M15 T17
D20, S19, D13
M - Addiction since 1998
W EA/PA #1 2013/2014
W EA #2 June 2015...
BD 1 Big D talk 9/15
BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15
Served D 1/22/16
Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)