dday, attempting to find clarity

[dday]

tl2, you are right. I do have hopes, and I let them build up an expectation. I would love for that to not happen, but I haven't yet figured out how. I will try to look at the inlaws, who are trying to help, as just that. Trying to make a bad sitch a little less painful on my kids. (they mentioned that nanny wasn't as much fun as me doing the tradition, which is selfishly kinda nice)

Az, I would also love to not watch my W. But I haven't discovered how yet. I need to get into the habit of listing again too. It seemed to help put a good start to my day.

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I am grateful for my sis coming over and putting a goofy christmas tree on my wall. Kids love it.

My coworker warning me about the speedtrap near work this morning!

Going on a mini vacay this weekend. Haven't done anything for just me in a long time