dday, attempting to find clarity

[dday]

Ok, I am having an issue with being cold. W acted almost normal, except she didn't sit beside me. Left another parent in between us, but I was up taking s4 to the bathroom when she got there. So I guess it was me that put in a buffer.

Boys told me that W parents met them at the tree farm and cut down a tree with them. That hurts a lot. She is using them to fill in for me a lot these days. Maybe it helps the boys cope? I just feel discarded and replaced.