Thank you Sotto. And for your kind words of encouragement too. They mean a lot to me.
Today I've found I can lose my balance and fall off the tightrope over the most trivial thing. So I guess one aim for me for the future would be to learn to have a better sense of balance?
There's a huge part of me that still doesn't understand. It still doesn't make any sense. But at the same time, it all makes perfect sense and I totally get it (intellectually speaking).
I guess none of that matters really. It is what it is. And you can only deal with yourself in this present moment. Right?
I'm so tired though. I miss my H. I miss the conversations we used to have. We're so similar in so many ways (and so different in others).
Paradoxes, extremes and opposites...I guess that's what today has been about.
