Today I woke up wondering why I'm even trying. I know 5 months is nothing in DB time, but it felt like I was making progress. Real progress. And I thought I saw signs my wife was trying. Instead, I got kicked in the groin.... I guess all the things my W was doing to help out/make me feel better about the relationship was just a rouse.
I'm left feeling something akin to hatred for my W and her lies. So many words I want to write, but they would all be censored... I don't like it, but it is what it is and where I'm at. I will work through the emotions.
But in the meantime, I need to get back to GAL. Happy Monday everyone!
Me-38 W-38; T-15 M-12; S10 and S6 BD - July 2016; EA confirmed; confronted Aug 2015 EA dissolved 12/2016
Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option - Maya Angelou
