I agree with BA that it is a process. It is almost 5 years for me and at times I still grieve the loss of my family. So take the necessary time that you need to heal. There is no rush.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”