There is so much I want to write, but I can't put it together when I'm in front of the keyboard. Also, I feel like I'm dying inside a little each day. Help? This post is somewhat pointless and devoid of any meaningful details, but I'm hoping it will motivate me to come back and fill in some blanks once I put D to bed. -e
Eclipse,
I sense you are stuck and have not made any progress on yourself for quite some time now. And I also sense you are starting to realize you being stuck and that is only compounding the issue.
Time to start moving. Small steps... Small steps add up to progress, but it is crucial to get off your ass and start. Because feeling sorry for yourself is utterly pointless. Yes, you got the shitty end of the stick, yes you got stabbed in the heart, yes you got betrayed. Get over it. You are better than this whole situation.
