Sandi, I know I'm an idiot, but I don't think she's leading me on just for the thrill of it, but I don't know anymore.

As for snuggling, I took it as a sign that she was over the om. It's only the last few days I got suspicious. I'll stop with the cuddling.

I'm probably just feeling really down right now, but I'm not sure I'll ever have her panting over me. It's been years... But I'll keep improving myself

Me-38 W-38; T-15 M-12;
S10 and S6
BD - July 2016; EA confirmed; confronted Aug 2015
EA dissolved 12/2016

Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option - Maya Angelou