Unlurking to share my story

[SciDad]

Pho,

I will post in your thread about your situation, but apparently things aren't as good for me as I thought.

W has plans to go over to the OM apartment this afternoon under the guise of holiday shopping. Yes I snooped, but I had reason to and an opportunity presented itself. Now I'm left questioning all the progress we've made. It's possible that it is meant as a platonic meeting between friends, but the clandestine nature of the meeting raises huge red flags. And now I feel like the biggest sucker ever.

This [censored], and I'm going to do the best I can to not drink myself into a stupor in front of the kids while she's gone. I feel like such an idiot