Just got caught up on your sitch. You and I probably have ears that are shaped the same way, so you've got a kindred spirit on here.
Look at this journey the same way you look at the mat. For the first year, you just got your ass handed to you, then one magical day you tapped the new guy and realized how much progress you made. This journey is going to be no different. You don't know what you don't know till you're far down the road so keep showing up.
This is going to be an awful, gut wrenching, heart crushing journey, but you're on it so make the best of what you've got going on. Just like the mat, watch and learn. Try new moves, if they get you subbed, try a different one. There's no failure here, only learning.
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M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
