Thank you, friends! I really believe I have turned a corner! I've begun to care less and less about H. I haven't shed a tear in days now. This is a huge change from the usual daily.
I'm at my son's house now, taking the night shift with my grand-daughter! Loving every minute of it. Kids and I are doing so much better. Grand-baby is perfect...full head of hair, sweet disposition...I'm in love.
Court case for the nutso night looked good already. I bet it's even better now! I am so relieved to have an understanding of what happened - I didn't even know it was possible to lose it like that. I still plan to stick to my earlier plan...learning all I can to make sure it never happens again.
I keep giggling about this job interview, considering all the issues I have: divorce case, court case, and heart problems - not to mention being unable to work full-time. I'm going, though. I have a good feeling about it. Maybe things are turning around?