I love your posts and you cheers me up when I am sad
I am still grinning with the thoughts of my W trying to sell the house with me dancing in my wife's knickers or my boxer shorts !!!
Pho I hear you when you say about your children but we can only give them our unconditional love
It does get easier today 3 months ago I would have been totally stressing my W is at a wedding without me and I would have been in tears thinking on what she is doing or not doing
I would love for her to want me again but I know this is not what she wants at least not righ now it might change but I cannot hold my breath
In the past I can see that I have np been controlling and I want someone to love me unconditionally
She is her own woman and she can make her own choices
I know when I get upset it is because I have thought about my sitch
Pho you are what matters your DB friends love you to bits you are like a sister
It is all about choices ...my W today has decided to go to a wedding she still is not home it's nearly 1am my 11 year old has been kept out and awake her choice ...personally I think she is being very selfish and it is things like this that make me think why am I fighting so much to save my marriage
She has probably still give me less thought today than k I have given to her
Times are changing ghost is getting stronger
Love you pho
Ghost x
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.
