You are living what I lived before husband moved out. I was trying so hard. I was letting him treat me pretty bad. I was afraid to complain or voice my needs for about 6 months. He was pretty rude and selfish and inconsiderate and filled with anger towards me. I keep thinking about it now that I have a bit of my "power" back. He is walking on egg shells around me because he does not want me go through court. I don't feel good about it, but letting go has helped me mentally (not completely detached because there still is a bit of hope that he will change. But a part of me does not even necessarily want to go back to him)
for the first time ever he wants to talk, which I delayed. He also gave me a check for child support the other day. (He would have e eventually had to give me it anyway so it's not an olive branch to me...would have been one if he gave me for the months that are not retroactive )
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015
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