Ive got some trance/induction tracks that I listen to

One is to help me sleep another is for confidence and they definately help.

My self confidence/self esteem/self worth has taken a massive hit over the last few months - when W was detaching and after the latest BD.

Now I feel more self-confident at work and with my GAL friends. I still need to work on it at home, to stop my being fearful of every reaction by W to our sitch.

Every minor confrontation I initiate, I end up backing down and saying sorry. It makes me weak. I need to grow a pair and not react to W's anger and not to anticipate her reactions to my setting boundaries.

W is not an angry controlling person. My fear is that I will do something to cause her to escalate the situation to the next step, separation/divorce.

Last edited by isittoolate; 11/27/15 09:35 AM.
Me49 W45
T15 M13
S11 S8
BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12
Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12
W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing!
May-Oct14 drifting
Dec 14 W agrees to more QT
BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY
W filed 1/25/16