I need to observe and hold my tongue until I see the lie of the land.
Her interactions via, phone, email and text have been good all week, with her voicing her anxieties about cutting her mummy strings with S11. Her trying to accommodate me talking to the boys before bed . Generally emailing re future work bookings for me and arrangements to see S11 perform in Xmas concert.
Her last email yesterday for instance
Hi again! I'll make sure we're back for 6:30 - speak to you later :-)
Ok it's all friend zone with no real affection but it's better than it has been.
I will test recorder and put it in her car maybe tonight if I have time.
I need to see if she is excessively texting/hiding phone screen or see if her general openness towards me is because she has backed away from OM after her FB account was hacked ( yes, a pigs might fly hope from me!)
Then I see assess if her tone is disrespectful to me. Is she talking to me any less respectfully than one of her friends. This I will clamp down on.
I should be home by 5pm , then will unpack, eat, shower and change for a GAL night out. My first Xmas party this year! Then go to an IC session until 7:30 and then out to the pub for the party.
So I'll only see W for one hour tonight . It might be hard to do anything with recorder tonight
Me49 W45 T15 M13 S11 S8 BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12 Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12 W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing! May-Oct14 drifting Dec 14 W agrees to more QT BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY W filed 1/25/16
