Getting through the storm

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The trip has been awesome so far! I have missed my Dad so much. Also seeing S4 and him back together again has been so heart warming. We have had an awesome day with 40 family members at lunch. He is now taking a bath in my grandmothers whirlpool tub with the jets on, having a blast.

H hasn't called at all today, not even a text. I have asked S4 if he wants me to call and he says "ummm no thanks". Okay then.

I know the holidays are hard for all of us but we do have a lot to be thankful for. Keeping my dignity through out this hell is a big one.