Thanks Becky. I am hoping that this forum is slow today because everyone is having a great time and too busy to post.

My anxiety is high. I know I can do this, but I also know that this situation is so unhealthy for me.

OK, things I am grateful for:

My children!

My daughter's lab results came in and her hormones are stabilized.

I had the chance to visit my 96 year old (almost 97) grandmother this morning. (she has no idea who I was, but so happy to see me and she told me about 20x how beautiful I am! She has alzheimers.)

I have SO many good friends, online and in the real world.

I am stronger than I ever thought possible.

H's aunt noticed my weight loss! (you know the ILYBNILWY crash diet is very effective)

I am going to visit an old friend tomorrow. And a new friend on Saturday!

OK, taking a walk before dinner. Hope you are all doing well.