Dealing with the Holidays

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I have definitely not been perfect. At times not even a good H but this is crazy. To tell me that she loves me more than anything in the world but not be willing to try to fight for this M. Not willing to stop talking to other men. I think she believes it's too far gone and that we need to have a complete reset. She's actually told me she believes the D will go through, we'll have separate homes and then I'll call her up and ask her to go for a walk or something. As issues arise we'll go see a counselor. We won't call it dating we won't label it but then someday there may be a new proposal, new ring and a new ceremony.
Being stubborn I've thought to myself no way. I even told the couple we've been talking to but honestly I have imagined a fresh start with her. I know she can be the woman she says she wants to be. I'm just amazed she's giving up on our M.

Ugh! Can't wait to get to the gym