have i been making mistakes too long part 7

[tkdmme]

Its been a while,

I've been aloof lately to be frank. I am doing well with GAL and im really feel that I have dropped the rope. Its a bit scary to know that now that I don't spent all of my time thinking of W and M. I was the only one still trying and now no one is trying. I guess its really over. I feel pretty good and I know that everything will be ok but with the Holidays coming im feeling a little sad.
We have always went to my family's for Thanksgiving and this year it will be just me and the kids going. Kind of depressing. Ill get through it and I cant wait to see my family.
Money is tight and im still getting the blame for it. Im worried about Christmas. We usually go to her family for Christmas but I wont be going this year. Ill find something else to do I guess.

Im really over this whole thing but the Holidays have me depressed. We have agreed to start the D proceedings after the new year. We didn't want the kids to relate Christmas to D. I will be moving out soon after that.

The weird thing is that we are getting along great. Detach really does work. It just didn't work in the way I had hoped. I don't ask her anything and she doesn't ask me anything regarding our personal lives. However, I still miss her from time to time. This has been a rough year!

Thanks to all of you who have been so helpful to me during this crisis.