Max, I really am! H has a bad back and every time he gets up he grunts in pain. I actually find it amusing. Pre-BD I used to give him full body massages if he so much as said "ouch", I was so nice to him and so caring and loving. Truly I don't want him to be in pain, and I would never hurt him, but you know what? Its karma. I'd trade my broken heart for a bad back any day and he has shown no remorse for that.
