Originally Posted By: pho
Originally Posted By: ktfo
Yeah more and more as this day is going along, I'm dreading tomorrow well except for training Jiu Jitsu in the morning and football... and the wine. Putting the face on and pretending I'm "OK" and being the usual "Happy KTFO"... KTFO=Knocked The F*K Out.. which is how I feel.. LOL Put a stupid face on and work on a bottle of wine LOL .. I may even eat! ahhaa


KTFO- wow, about your name. I hope you know that at some point you will need to change your name because you will feel better. I will be on here checking in, hope you can log in and we can all toast each other.



LOL No worries pho, it was an MMA Brand I use to wear anyways.. LOL
it's funny I've been feeling human lately which is awesome, but the thoughts keep creeping in which is the hardest part. Loving someone so much [censored] .. and I'll checkin!
The only place I seem to NOT have this albatross over my head is when I'm on the mat, teaching or training Jiu Jitsu.. LOL I want to be at the Academy all day and not be home... but I love my kids so I go home. Cheers to all of us!!!!! Strength in numbers and tons of support .. thanks!