Thanks guys. Fogg, I do still hope to see the "old" version of my w again. I am fighting the angry and hurt feelings. I am going to be as dark as I can, with hopes that it will help my sanity and give her a chance to miss me.

Manipulation, never thought that it would be like that. And the insult. wow. Now I need to remember that she is hurt and scared and confused, etc.

I would take the old her back in a heartbeat, but she has a ways to go to reach that point again. It's her work to do, and her road to walk. I want my kids to live in a happy, healthy home with BOTH parents. Not my call right now though.


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Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....