I know I have thrown myself a pity party for one, I should be thankful of what I do have and look at the things I don't have as goals to strive for. Easier said than done sometimes.
I hope that by sharing what my h has told me (he would be mortified if he ever knew) that it may help others understand that what the mlc'er is doing really isn't about their spouse, its about them. Also when they do start to come out of this its not an easy and simple process.
Thank you my friends for your continued support - I looked back at what I wrote in my journal a year ago today, I was sending my stuff off to the uk and h had text me about finances, I was all hopeful that he may stop me from leaving the country ha ha, it did raise a smile reading it. I hope that this time next year I can read this years entry and raise a smile at this one too.
