Spiff, no offense, but we need to find a better boat! Mutatio, it is awesome that you can see and share the positives in all this. I wish I felt as well about it as your stories, but they do help me. Thank you. Sotto, I agree that it will get better. Just rough right now, again. Every time I start feeling better, another setback occurs.
Does dropping the rope include giving up hope? I feel her last actions have shown me an ugly and bitter side of her, and will probably allow me to detach further. And going as dark as possible. But, I do still hope to someday find the beautiful side of her again. For her sake, mine, and the boys. They need that as well.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
