I have read your posts and really admire your resilience.
If within you are strong then you will cope.
I always questioned the expression heart ripped out. I think it is more a case of emotions for someone ripped out and what is left is a void that is looking for a next high of TLC.
I hope you find that peace and love you deserve.
I always try and reply but often have little time or something different to say than what has already been said. So just keep quiet.
Thank you for replying too and I hope we keep in touch. Its always great to meet someone like yourself.