Originally Posted By: Maximus
Focus,

Work was what kept me going. The trips abroad helped me disconnect.

I still however had days where I took them like holidays because concentration was zero and then had to make up on the better days.

My M and R are still first on my list but job keeps the light on and house warm.

How are you coping?

Hugs Max..


It's so difficult. It feels like my heart has been ripped out of me.

I'm lucky in that I have a part-time job which is very sociable. It's been a lifeline these past few weeks.

My counsellor says I'm very resilient, is very impressed at how I am approaching it all and is very optimistic about how I'll cope with things. I just don't know at the moment - I don't see any of that.

Thank you for your concern and for taking time to reply. I really appreciate it.


Me: 48, XH: 42
T: 18 years, M: 15 years

EA/PA 1: 6/2012
EA/PA 2: from autumn 2012-present

BD: 5/2013
ILYBNILWY BD & left: 10/2015

OW conceived: 8/2016
Born: 4/2017

H filed: 7/2017
D final: 28/12/2017