Az, my comment about not liking who W is now, is helping me to accept this. The girl I married never would have behaved this way.
Fogg, you may be right. I have been wondering how much W is manipulating me now.
Spiff, pot stirrers, definately present here. I will always be connected to her, that's true. But, I am going as dark as possible now, for my own sanity as well as any chance for a future r.
I wish I didn't still want a r with her. This would be so much easier.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....