I will be honest with you, what you fear the most might happen. She may choose OM for a while. I don't say that to make you give up, but to make you see that even if what you fear the most happens, there is still hope. There is hope as long as you want hope and not a moment longer.
For now, you have to not focus on the A. You will push her away. Focus on yourself to make her crazy to choose anyone else.
Me: 42 H: 45 M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs D: 17 D: 15 S: 12 I kicked him out 8/21/15 I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!