I have had the morning to think stuff over and I believe the anxiety I am feeling is due to the paperwork. I know paperwork means nothing emotionally but boy is it ever causing me some emotions. I made a stupid mistake while in a fog of my own. I am now paying for it.
I will keep my head above and will walk straight while this is going on. It will be difficult but there seems to be no other course to take now. Options shut out once this ball started rolling. Really options were shut once OM swept W off her feet. I submit. I can not compete. For now. Onwards and upwards? How . . .
