Is there a reason why you won't answer the question? That's the main issue. You're just dancing around it. You must be afraid or ashamed of something. Silence isn't going to help your marriage though. You keep asking for help yet won't give us anything to help you with.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.