Another day gone and I feel O.K. I worry a little about the Holidays that are approaching. It has been years since I feel alone during them. I have family and friends but W is no where in my life now. It feels so strange. I will do my best to keep my spirits up. I will do my best to enjoy the time I have with good friends food and family. I will do my best to control my emotions and thoughts of being lonely. I will miss W tremendously but I will do my best.
