Keeping the door cracked

[beckyb]

Pho, never fear. I have no interest in hooking up with anyone. I just need to practice making conversation. I'm terrible at it in a lot of situations.

There is no excuse for H having an A. And he has mental health and family-of-origin issues that complicated things a lot. But I knew all the things I was doing I didn't change them. Maybe I'm just having a pity party but self-awareness really stinks.