She's thinking of leaving again

[ATPeace]

I think the GAL Is more for you and for your sanity go out meet new people become desirable again have fun and you may stop thinking so much about the W

Believe me I am the absolute worst at taking my own advice and I overthink just about everything

Detaching is hard very hard and we cling on to anything that we can be it a hug or a kiss a touch of the arm a smile a txt or a phone call any sign that she may still hold a glimmer of love for us ...we will hold on to it .

I am working on trying not to blame myself for everything ...sure she will say it is all my fault but that as we know is BS

Just today I was getting my toddler dressed and my w came up to the bedroom and sat on my bed of cause my daughter seeing her mummy decides that she no longer wants to be with daddy and goes to mummy for hugs


I was so close to saying something to my W start some relationship conversation

I am dead to her she feels NOTHING towards me

The sooner I STFU the better I feel

Ghost