less confused newbie 8

[dday]

Well, I asked W if she wanted to go eat with the boys and me ad a kinda late bday lunch. She said no, and then told me that the lawyer had drawn up the divorce papers and she will give them to me tomorrow.

Said she had heard lots of rumors. I told her that I had too. I told her that I felt we were doing better together, and she said that she wants to be friends. I told her that I do not think that is going to happen. I don't want to be friends. Really, I don't hate her... but I don't want to see her either now.

So, I guess you all were right. Don't believe anything. Even when they are acting nice, they are still plotting. I miss her, but she isn't the girl I married.

She accused me of putting the boys up to things. I never did. They don't like what we are going through, and tried everything they could to fix it. So I sat the boys down and talked to them, and they all cried. I teared up a bit too, but was strong enough to not cry.

Time to move on.