Rouky your words mean alot. My IC has mentioned it takes 2 and that I should be looking out for myself at this point because there is nothing to do towards WW. They must figure it out by themselves. I can put that in to my mind easily but I still feel guilty with where I was wrong and where I should have been more aware of the circumstances.
I have a few close friends. They are those that stayed as friends through my M since many were lost in the years W and I clung to eachother. I have been running each day and working out several times as week. Lately I have joined a few groups to keep myself active and meet new people. It has been a good time. It is when I go back home or when I drive around to places that the thoughts come in and do their work on my head.
I do feel better today though. A beautiful sunrise and a good walk around the neighborhood helped. I have to keep these feelings in front for the rest of my day. Thank you again!
