JPEG I feel for you because I am too dreading Xmas as it'll be the first one without H, but you know what I have decided to put in action some plan that I'm going to do with my kids. This year I'm going to make more special as ever for them because before I was very careful not to go over the top. My MIL got buried a week before Xmas day. This year H isn't going to be in the house, so I won't need to walk on eggshell. I actually looking towards that!
