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[Mona52]

Thanks Gmum, really it was not something you said. It is a bunch of things. It is just not adding up in my head. Your words sound good because they are just. But I think the fact is we still live in a world that is male dominated and I dont know how to compete with that.

If I have a choice, a million times over I would rather be happily married than successful. I would give everything up to be able to say I Love You.

It will just be a 180 I try out and experiment with. This is not about my H at all, so I wont try it out on him. Well, I will if he reaches out to me. But I am happier with NC with him for now so I will just let him twist and turn in the wind for now.

Tonight is Friday so i am going out with friends. I am going to keep my mouth shut and when I do speak, I will keep it at three letter words as much as possible. Under no circumstances will I use the word empathy for goodness sake.