I just had a 5 minute encounter with W at preschool. I was dropping off the backpack that s4 had forgot, and she is helping the class today. She had a huge grin on her face. We talked for a bit about the boys. I noticed that she had a work shirt on, and she said she was going in for a bit to try and catch up. Then she told me that she will bring s4 to me after school.
Ok, do I continue to go with the flow a bit longer, or put myself out there. I really want to ask her to go get lunch or something. I don't know if she is afraid to initiate, or wanting me to show some self confidence. I am prepared for her to turn me down. I'm more prepared to start life without her if need be. I can't keep living in this in between zone, but I don't want to blow anything that is building either.
Thoughts?
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
