Sotto Thank you. You are probably right about the detaching. I do have plenty of GAL but I still think about her too much. I think I am afraid that if I reach a certain point I will not want her back. That frightens me. I also feel like i need to fill that void she left. I am also afraid of that.
I know afraid. Fear shouldn't run my life. When I step out and look at this from the outside it is not where I thought I would be. I know in a year from now I can say the same thing again.
Patience has never been my strong suit!
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
