Scrant - what training does S do? Can you join him occasionally? Maybe not cramp his style but it gets u out and is good old male bonding.

I wish I could kiss my W, even if I got the blues afterwards. Everyday is a rollercoaster of emotions. I want to move on to find love again, I don't feel I've been properly loved for a long time, I've given a lot for very little reward. But I love her so so much.

I'm starting to look at W with less rose tiinted glasses, even her beauty is starting to fade in my eyes. These are hardest days of my life.

Last edited by isittoolate; 11/20/15 08:09 AM.

Me49 W45
T15 M13
S11 S8
BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12
Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12
W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing!
May-Oct14 drifting
Dec 14 W agrees to more QT
BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY
W filed 1/25/16