I have been having a few horrible days. Every day I'm moving things into the condo. My house is almost empty, just the beds and kitchen stuff left. I feel so lost. I think it is really hitting me hard that I'm actually leaving my house, the home I have been in for almost 15 years. I know it needs to be done and that things will be easier for me when I don't have to worry about the upkeep on a big house anymore. I get resentful that I was forced into it. At least that's what it feels like,
What the he** did my H do to me? I was an independant woman. I had a good job, good health, took care of my house, cars, kids and animals. In 5 short years he managed to decimate all of that. Gone is my job of 17 years, health is and will always be a concern, house is sold, animals are split up. I feel like a shadow of the person that I used to be.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
