hey Rottz, thanks, yeah, I'm gonna work on being more unpredictable...I do think that would be a big plus for me, I know H has felt his life was boring in a lot of ways (so is/was mine, darn it!) yeah, S is such a perceptive kid, its almost like he's psychic, I have always thought that. you know the little kid in "6th sense" with Bruce Willis? unfortunately that kid reminds me of S... OOOOHHHHH how I hope H is not seeing OW though.
One thing that REALLY po'd me about this whole thing is that H had S involved in this whole mess until I found out. He would take S camping, and they would stop and pick up OW and her D, and H would take S to visit....needless to say, S spilled the beans, that's how I found out, and the proverbial S--t hit the proverbial fan! Took me a long time to convince poor S that he did nothing wrong, think he finally gets it now though! I really could have done physical harm to H & OW for that. They both damn well know better! ok, now that I've vented, I'm gonna do some thinking on being challenging, new exciting....think think think......
